LOST in SPACE

my place. my life. don't interfere.

 

i saw my crush a while ago during the concert in our church. he was one of the performers. he was looking good. really good. although he gained some weight. and i mean really gained some weight, but he still looked pretty good inspite of that.

i was looking only at him during the whole duration of the concert. i can't take my eyes off him. even though i know his girlfriend is just a few pews away from me at my back, i didn't care. i only want to look at him, so? is there a problem? and well, looking is not a crime. i don't know if it's just my imagination or what, but i saw him glance at me not only once, twice, thrice but seven times.

sigh... what could have happened if he and i were together instead of that girlfriend of his now? i keep on dreaming that someday we could still be together. that is, if it's God's will. if not, ok lang. *

anyway, after the performance, i gathered up all my courage, sauntered over to him and said, "uy, congrats ha?" * and then i just turned my back and ran away. i don't know what made me do what i did. but after telling him that, my hands were shaking. i was shaking. it's like, "man, you were nuts, do you know that? you were really nuts to do that."

my friend told me a couple of hours later that she asked him, why he didn't thank me for congratulating him. he answered and said, "e pano ako magte-thank you, e ayun na tumakbo na palayo."* for some reason, that comment of his made me smile.

maybe that "someday" is still possible after all.

* it's ok.

*hey, congratulations!

*how can i thank her? she just ran away from me.

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today is such a weird day. right now, it's all sunshine outside. only a couple of minutes ago, the sun wasn't shining at all and the rain was howling mad. before that rain, maybe another couple of minutes or so back, it was all sunshine. and before that, it was wind, hail and storm. it's weird.

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i got in! i got in! Praise God!

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my little sister and i.

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pixes

last night, i was able to see a friend that i haven't seen for a long time. the last time i saw her was three or two years ago. we had a great time laughing and reminiscing.

what's funny though is because i told my bestfriend last thursday that i'm missing this person. for nothing. i just miss her. friday night, i dreamed of our barkada going out and she was there. weird though was the dream. and then sunday, she visited us at church. we were really all surprised to see her. and of course, happy as well. we did a lot of talking, catching up, getting the latest gossips about each other. then she treated us all out to McDonald's.

today, she's headed for Isabela where she now lives and works. the next time we'll see her is - well - we don't know. maybe next week, next month, next year...

but hey - i was sure glad we all got to see her.

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yesterday, i went to SM megamall with my mom. we went shopping for shoes and pants. when we got to the ladies' shoes section, there was this couple looking at shoes as well. the guy was really good looking. i guess he was helping his girlfriend look for some nice looking shoes. i got into one aisle and started looking and trying on some sandals. the couple got behind me and then the guy commented, "ayan, maganda yang sandals na yan." * I looked behind me at him and he was looking staright at me and smiling. I was kinda stunned because he was with his girlfriend. then his girl asked, "ha? anong sabi mo?" * he then looked at his girl, tripped over some pair of sandals that his girl was trying on and replied, "ah, eh - wala. sabi ko cute yang sandals na napili mo." then he looked at me again and winked. his girlfriend looked at me as well and raised her eyebrows at me. as if she's accusing me of something. i shrugged and continued on trying some sandals. i just said to myself, "guys, talaga. hindi makontento sa babaeng kasama nila." *  hehehe.

* hey, those sandals look nice.

*what? what did you say?

*oh, nothing. i just said that the sandals you picked are cute.

*guys. they can't be content with the girl they are with.

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whoa! 773 hits on my blog when i'm not even writing anything for the last month! wow. let's just say i've been busy for the past month.

so.... wala lang. i can't think of anything else to say right now. sige! next time then!

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