LOST in SPACE

my place. my life. don't interfere.

 

I lost a friend last night.  And no - he didn't die.  Which was worse, if you think about it.

We were friends before.  Long long long before.  But we parted ways around 5 years ago because of a misunderstanding.  Then a year later - he had a girlfriend which kept him pretty busy enough to forget my existence.

Only late last year did we make up.  He approached me.  Said sorry for being such an as*h*le to me way way back.  I said sorry as well and all was forgiven.  For quite some time, after that - I was happy.  Really happy.  We were finally friends once more. 

But then, last night - he decided to end it all.  Again.  Said that we really weren't working out the way we used to and that we were only lying to ourselves about this "friendship" that we started once more to establish.  He also said that when the time is right - we might find ourselves again and by then - it might be possible for us to be "friends" once more.  However long that may be.

Sigh...

It hurts.  Ending it all again - hurts.  Yep - don't think it didn't because it did.  A lot.  But I understand.  And I could only hope that we could find each other someday like he said we would.

said, written, taken, ranted by: wuthie at 08:11 | link | comments |
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Hmm...

Been a while...

I've been found now...

Thank God...

But for some reason...

I don't know what to post...

Well...

I just wrote just to let you know I'm still alive...

Though not kicking...

And definitely not screaming...

Simply alive...

Living...

Breathing...

And it's your fault...

Your fault...

Though you don't even know it...

But yes...

It's your fault...

My fault...

said, written, taken, ranted by: wuthie at 13:35 | link | comments (3) |
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